September 29, 2009 @ 11:58 AM
外表看起来的开朗并不代表内心里的笑容。
心里的挣扎，伤感并无人知晓。
我每天努力地笑，努力地在伪装我自己。
可惜，那并不能让我真的开心。
那煎熬的等待着一个几乎是零的希望，
已经有点让我喘不过气。
我累了，我想家了。。。
想念家里的温暖， 想念爸妈无限的疼爱，
想念姐妹的嘘寒问暖，也想念起小时候那无忧的生活。
当别人向我说他有多不开心的时候，
我内心也在想，我何尝又不是？
Labels: Random
September 28, 2009 @ 3:04 PM
I baked some cute adorable pigs and rabbits (dolly biscuits) for Mid-Autumn Festival...
This is the first time baking dolly biscuits without "parental supervision". Feeling that sense of achievement right now :p
Counting down the days till it soften and is ready to EAT!! Hoping it really softens that's it :)
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In a much better mood today after baking and receiving a good news email!! Praying for the best :)
But than I wonder, maybe HOME is the place for me... ?
Labels: Food, Mid Autumn Festival
September 23, 2009 @ 11:45 AM
I am 23 on 23! I just love this coincidence of the date of my birthday and my age... :p
Lucky me it's 23. Guess if its on the 31st I don't think I would have the guts to publicize me being 31 on 31! :p
So far, I've yet to celebrate my birthday, but guess what, 23rd September 2009 will definitely be on Australia's history book. Thanks to the FREAKING dust storm that hit NSW and QLD.
(Picture credits: JK and news.com.au)
Clearview Street is no more clear view, or rather should be renamed Dustview? Brisbane is now like a scene from those western wild west horror film. Orange-y, windy and dusty. The only thing missing from the scene are the stray bundle of straws flying around in the city.
Hmm... Some birthday present hints... oxygen face mask maybe? (@_____@)"
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Today's birthday "conversation" from my family:
Cutie Pie Baby Brother
Cutie pie baby brother: eh yee kah cher happy birthday... ok "gao dim"（搞定） can "sao gong"（收工）go sleep...
Me: eh like this only arr??
Cutie pie baby brother: send you an e-7th September cake
Me: don't want! I want the real cake...
Cutie pie baby brother: online recipe ma... you go bake it yourself!
Me: (@______@)"
Mummy
Me: eh you know Ian said he's sending me an online recipe of 7th September cake and asked me to bake it myself!
Mummy: so did he send it to you?
Me: No la! haha so no birthday cake lo... :p
Mummy: Nevermind, dirt storm over there, you can have sand cake today.
Me: (@_________@)"
Introducing my family members and their sense of humour... (@______@)"
Labels: birthday, Brisbane
September 21, 2009 @ 7:18 AM
I first tested the strength of my back muscle with my mum's 22kg luggage, causing myself a painful muscle pull on the top left of my back.
Than I decided to test the density of a steel railing with my forehead.... and now there is a freeeaking big bump on my left forehead! Gosh, of all days, it had to happen on the week of my birthday when (i think) I will be taking the most photos in weeks... swt... how to cover the bump la!!!
Accident/clumsy streak is back again, and I wonder why everything happen on the left side of my body?!? All the hurt spots from my last accident/clumsy streak also happened on the left side of my body!!! (@_____@)"
Labels: clumsy
September 14, 2009 @ 3:07 PM
Have you ever met someone so evil that calling the person "human" seem inhuman to you?
Have you ever met someone you ever so despise that you hope that something really bad will accidentally kill that person?
Have you ever met someone you hate so much that it turned you into a person that kepts swearing and wishing for evil things to befall on that person?
Have you ever met someone that made you wonder why did God even bother to create such an animal? Even creating a chicken is much more better to the world, at least you can still eat it!!
Have you ever met someone that you can't even bring yourself to say that person's name aloud or even refer to that person by name?
Well I bloooooody fucking have... and I belive that person will bloody rot in hell!!!!!!
Even cursing or swearing can't make me feel better about a person like this....
Labels: Random
September 3, 2009 @ 8:46 AM
To my dear twin... Happy Birthday!!! :)
I have celebrated your birthday with you for 5 years ever since i know u,
This year is an exception,
BUT I know you'll have a blast celebrating your birthday in SYDNEY!! :)
You are always a cheerful person by nature,
You'll be alright there...
Have the most fun birthday ever!
OMG!! haha I found a Happy Birthday song by Twins!! This is so for you babe! GO SEEE!!! :p
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Aunty Ping Ping HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Sorry I haven't been there to celebrate your birthday with you for ermm 3 years??
I miss you loads bao bei!
Love the present we got for you?? learn to 自拍more and you won't ever call Ah Poh and me 自拍狂... :p
Poor Ling Ling did so much preparation for it... you better go give her a big big kiss when you see her :p
Have fun celebrating your birthday! We'll have a makeup celebration if I go back! :)
Muackxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!!
Labels: birthday
外表看起来的开朗并不代表内心里的笑容。
This is the first time baking dolly biscuits without "parental supervision". Feeling that sense of achievement right now :p
I first tested the strength of my back muscle with my mum's 22kg luggage, causing myself a painful muscle pull on the top left of my back.
I have celebrated your birthday with you for 5 years ever since i know u,
Sorry I haven't been there to celebrate your birthday with you for ermm 3 years??