Work had been so stressful that I nearly broke down on Friday. The panic and frustration was just so overwhelming that I went straight to the office fridge and got myself a nice cold Heineken to calm myself down. At that point of time... all I could think of was "I need something stronger than this" ... WTF!
*pure signs of of alcoholism* haha
The recruitment process for a project that I am handling was just too screwed up to be able to pin point what actually went wrong in the process. God knows why. Maybe I am just too slow and stupid and I can't get things done fast and accurate enough. Or maybe I was just so used to enjoying a slow paced life in Brisbane till I forgot how was it like to work in Malaysia? *shake head with a mild panic*
Colleagues had been very sympathetic with my "plight", trying to calm me down by telling me it is not my fault that the criteria is hard to achieve and I am just too new to be able to predict problems that might arise. But still, it is my project and I am in charge of it... new or not, I am still responsible for whatever that is happening to it!
Adding to the frustration and emo-ness, certain friends are telling me that I am a superwomen and can do anything; and certain friends are "welcoming" me to the work life when I complain to them how hay wired it has been at work. I really do not know what kind of reaction to give. Should I be happy or what. But to tell the truth I just felt it to be pure sarcasm and inconsideration.
Maybe I am just "demanding" too much from friends. Thinking they might be a good support group that I can go to when I am down, a support group that listen to my problems and comforts me and baby me when I am at my low point? Guess only parents can do that...
Today is just one of the days where I am feeling lazy yet I need to finish up my work on a weekend day. :(
So uni life... WTF!
Just a piece of self-entertainment... I really think every office needs something like this! :p
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Video Games Live on Saturday night was good. But I still think the orchestra could have been able to do better, and the sound system could have been better as well.
I have to admit I am not much of a video game player, hence my knowledge in that area is so limited that it can be described as NIL. This show really opened up my eyes to the variety of games they have and also the extensive work behind composing the songs for video games!
I have to say, when I was playing the games on Wii, I really did not notice the music playing on the backdrop (This does not apply to Band Hero ok! - I am not so blur till I did not notice the music in that game!).. too engrossed in the games to notice such "minor" details! :p
Labels: Life, Musical
