Same old "activities" of waking up in the morning, sending resumes, receiving rejection letters (email), cooking, "socializing" (kononya still got a lot of socializing going on!)...

Everyone "envy" the lifestyle I'm living, yet I envy what other's have... Something to do and work hard for, working towards graduation and careers... And there I am still standing at the cross road waiting for the word "you're hired".

People tend to like asking/saying/commenting...

"So you're still unemployed?"

"Are you sure you spend time job hunting?"

"OMG! Don't tell me you're working in a shoe shop full time!"

"I see you're enjoying your time what! Don't need look for a job dy la!"

"Aiya... don't need to look for a job la, go look for a husband!"

"Aiyo, Don't be so choosy with jobs!"

Comments like these seem to hit me hard nowadays. Like salt on an open wound... I don't know why I have became sensitive to comments/questions/assumptions of others regarding these "issues"... But it seems to sting hard although I know they do not mean to say it in a "mean" way...

It's just my mood... I guess... A sensitive low self esteem mood kicking in currently...