I have a new hobby! Or to say picking up a new hobby!
This new "hobby" of mine can definitely put my limited patience to test! I wonder how long this "hobby" will last me :p
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Had been busy, yet free these few days, hence the lack of blogging.
Busy and free... Must be wondering why such a weird combination this is.
Busy because I have loads of activities going on, like dinners, gathering, picnic, reading and researching on information for PR/Job application/IELTS... Free because these activities are mainly just social activities... I wonder where is the aim and focus of all these activities? I have no job, no uni to attend to, just chilling, relaxing and not really doing anything that is positive for my career and future.
Sometimes I wonder where is the value of my existence at this very moment? The doubt I have in my own ability out in the "real world" is broadening within me. I wonder can I really make it out there?
I must admit I am never a very confident person. The waiting period I'm going through can definitely throw me into doubts and uncertainties... Guess I will just have to have faith in God, and trust that he will show me the way.
I have chosen this path. No matter what the end result are, I will have no regrets, because I had my fun times even if I fall badly along the way... :)
Labels: Hobby, Random
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