Just ignore my never-ending complaints over my uncertain future...
I've been having this unknown fear for a very very long time over my future in Australia, and recently two close people just got redundant from their jobs! These are not lazy Cina-Apek's that do not speak English and SUCK at their work.... they are professionals with good work performances in their perspective fields! And worse of all.... they are in the "critical demand list".
After hearing this, it gives me a feeling that life is just so scary in Australia. A fresh grad without a "professional skilled" degree (like IT, Accountancy or Engineering)... Without work experience... Without contacts... what will life be? Sometimes I wonder... what's there for me in Australia?
Friends always tells me have faith, you are intelligent and good in what you do... But that is just limited to uni,to studies... am I that good at work? I don't know... will I be as good as my dad? I doubt...
This is just another doubt-ing period for me again... too much time, bad cold rainy and moody weather with nothing pressing at hand for the moment.... I think I'll go study... just to avoid me doubting myself again... SWTF！ 人真的很犯贱...
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In future, I'll definitely CULTIVATE my kids from young to study those "Professional skilled" degrees... I am going to be a conservative parent... WTF!
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I've been having this unknown fear for a very very long time over my future in Australia, and recently two close people just got redundant from their jobs! These are not lazy Cina-Apek's that do not speak English and SUCK at their work.... they are professionals with good work performances in their perspective fields! And worse of all.... they are in the "critical demand list".